Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
i feel so empty. i have so much to say to you, but i just do not have the courage to do so. why?why? why is such a thing happening to me? my only confidant was hospitalised... i could not find anyone to talk to. i dont wish to bother her further..i want her to take good care of herself!! wen xin hope you get well soon !!!! (: i pray for you my friend!
i realised that i always have a true friend with me all along. we were very close during our sec2 year... however it was because of something that we were not that close anymore. she was also my confidant.. i feel free talking to her.. and i trust her.. i have so much so much to say... hope you will be there to be my listening ear...
Sunday, October 14, 2007
-12:44 PM
life is so boring after exams.. it seemed that my days are only spent on studying..mugging and maybe watching hong kong drama series.
sighs... recently im quite broke... and i got to save up to buy NEPAL trip stuff.. although mummy sponsoring me, i still got to save up lahhrs. i have been starting saving up 2 mths ago.. and i only have 50 bucks.. so little!! cause i kept spending it lahhs :( 24 bucks on e stupid mc.. to retake my ss and amaths paper!!
argh!! damn broke.. im onliy left wif 4 bucks in my wallet ehhs.. den tmr still need go 2C class gathering... i've been looking forward to tmr!!!! finally have class gathering!!! cool.. but im broke.. anyone would like to sponsoring me?? greatly appreciated!! haha jus jokin.. maybe i shall try spending future money.. lols??
Nepal trip is one month++ away.. and i need to train my physical strength. and that climbing stairs with load and running... sian..
gonna watch hk drama now...!!
Friday, October 12, 2007
-10:36 PM
hmmm its been a very long time since my last post entry... recently i was so stress, maybe it was due to exams. i clearly know that its jus not that kinda of stress..
dere isnt anyone out there whom i can talk to... sometimes i asked myself.... where exactly is der problem? is it myself or others.. sometimes i juz wanna strike a balance between family frens and sch stuff... but it was so difficult...i jus couldnt seemed to achieve that... somethings holding me back.. but wad was it???? sometimes.. it occurs to me that maybe i was thinking too much..
can jus human think simply...and live simply..??? wads all those troubles and worries for???
i have so much so much to say... but... dere isnt anyone whom i trust... i hope i could trust someone..and talk to her/him... i wished i could.
i hoped he didnt know.. i jus wanna be frens.. jus purely frens who can chitchat and hang out wif.. tis enough and thats wad i wanted... not very difficult to achieve rite... however it was jus tt hard for me...
sometimes i feel that i care and worry too much abt a lot of things.. things that are unnecessary.. and things i shouldnt even bother myself wif... i jus wanna be myself.. is it that hard????
escaptism. suppose that i have been taking tis route all along... on the surface, i appeared strong.. sometimes even seemed like so hardcore.. i did things that were against my own will.. but i went ahead wif it.. dere were no special reason for that.. it jus happened............
i jus wanna be myself.. to live the HUIMIN's life.. and be simple!!!!
Friday, June 1, 2007
-6:02 PM
haix... my fren is in need i want to help her very much. dunnoe if i can solve her problems leh.. to my fren: hey cheer up kkx dun think too much kkx... =P ---today's nt a good day la---- and i sincerely wanna apologise to my another fren sorry for venting my anger in the msg. i wasnt in a gd mood tt day.. so ya.. and it was kinda stress for me.. need some time to adapt.. *sighs... u are a great fren ((: ~hope u will get to read this blog..
You come into this world with nothing. You will leave this world with nothing. no regrets...
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
-10:01 PM
haix...no mood to blog for the past few days... i mean weeks baHhx so shall blog now! well my ahma past away so was busy wif the wake stuff.. ya and anw thx a lot for those who cared and concernced yep! im fine ((:
the weather suck man! i ill my sis fell ill my frens ill *sighs hot and cold weather makes ppl fall sick yea..
now my results.. well it was super depressing la i got onli 1 A and 2 Bs the rest are Cs and D and F9. tts A maths->F9 well tts expected oki! fullstop to this topic.. my resolution__muglike shit la!!!duh
i think my short term memory illness is getting worse.. i tend to forget things more easily recently.. somethings that i did not record down in my agenda.. *sighs today im supposed to go for a sudent council conference, my eng oral practice with mrskoh, gateway meeting i totally forgot all abt em!
i was still sleeping when mrs koh msg me at 930 saying that the oral session was 1030am! oh shit... so i pulled myself out my bed and rushed to teekay. i reached at 1040.. 10 mins late!! but it wasnt too bad.. she was still having oral with ying cong.. well.. tt also reminded me of the gateway meeting.. he's in scout btw..
oki now finish with oral yea.. i went to the toilet and guess who i saw... a gal lah.. lol tts was jessica loi there she was in full sch uniform with the greenish tie! much to my surprise.. lol at first i was still wondering what the hell is she doing in sch and wearing teekay uniform! dang!!! 29 may is the SC conference i've totalli forgotten abt it man i was lyk bloody shit. den i just ran out of sch.. bo bian...have to avoid cher my onli choice. i cant join em cause i was not in full u! haix....
after tt..i went orchard! with crystal. and ate sakae sushi!! hmmm....i have been craving for that for days la.. haha see joan.. i get to eat sushi!! hahas den shop and shop..window shopping actualli crystal was wearing heels.. first time see her wear lol
hmmm.. actually the death of my grandma has made me reflect alot in life.. i am gonna work realli hard and amke full use of my life yea... so ppl treasure your life! and appreciate those arnd u yea! ((:
well she said tt one fren of her mentioned to her. her eng oral cher (shall not mention e name) was supposed to have oral with her for half an hour but in the end the cher had oral with her for an hour!! hahs get the joke?? lol if nt nvm..nt for u kids..
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
-3:01 AM
something is very wrong wif this posting page sias...cant do any colors aRGH!!! so damn pissed!! well exams over and i gt back my papers
depressing though *A maths is 22.1/100 lol realli! no joke kk lowest in class ! first time!! lol but expected lahr cause whole paper i only noe how to do 1 qns! then bio 54 chi 58.8 nth to say...
update the past few days stuff!!
hmmm fri watch spiderman at tiong bahru lol 830 to 11pm i almost fell asleep.. quite draggy .. .. ..
den b4 chem paper i was MUGGING through until 3am bio was worst! whole night i nv sleep!! lol
tis called *guai hah
OHYA mothers' day was round the corner but now its over and my mum is in KL tt means free time for me lol
tt day cant rmb which la.. i was shopping at bugis for mothers; day present... spent 10+ bucks and 2 half hrs walking until leg aching..ohya i was there wif kris!
animal farm!!
purely sick!
me! i was super bored!
den thur after paper went vivo! but i needed to attend the stupid *sry council meeting den i joined dem at vivo! all i could say is tt they walk until like mad i jiao shuan alrdy den still continue walking hiyo nt human sias worst still after vivo we went marina square and continued their madness!! realli must bai dem liao well for once im TALLER than tiffany! yeah!
past sat and sun i attended the stupid standard first aid course with weifang kris and jessica LOI is at doby guant -nt sure spelling.. it was fun but stupid la...
oh. a body swop! hahas
weifang did tt to me i was seriously injured lahr!! so bo bian ... have to bandage .
*i hate kissing dummy .. .. now u nod why!
hiyo but back to square one again hahas
sunday..MOTHERS' DAY!
ate lots of food! pizza sushi! saugages. salad at home! damn full lols and drank tis -mixed wif sprite aRGH!
okies.. tis a REALLI LONG post yeah! haha i gonna catch some sleep now.. its 3.10 am!! lol
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Monday, May 7, 2007
-8:16 PM
hi peeps tis my first post in tis new blog.
firstly all credits goes to emelynn she the one who helped me wif tis blog yeah! thx ALOT!! <3s
well i have been sitting in myhot-seat juz to get tis blog done up =) and all thx to emelynn she did most of the work yeah! ((: and thx again!
i seriouslyflunkedmy A maths to be true, i onli noe how to do qns 1a..tts all and its onli 2 pathetic marks.
hmmm den tiffy yansiang emelynn joan me went to bugis to eat mac breakfast and went on wif the 'gossiping session' lol well..now i'm so gonna mug on my chemistry.. nt e maths or chinese hahax and gd luck peeps for mid-yrs ((:
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